Current state of Mind

The -Ings of L.I.F.E

Neither all things are spoken.
Not every talk shared.
Neither everyone is punished
Nor everyone spared.

basic need for understanding
may be went above "demanding"
Need to learn to let go things
and to control those mood swings

friends , buddies and peers
would never understand the fears
its been a habit of being explicit
as to when something says "FIX IT".

enough playing on the back foot
its time to take charge
i need a placard which says
"your are no1 to barge"

with confidence on all time low
i feel like singing
and yes its time to understand the lyrics
"I get knocked down , but i get up again"
"And you are never gonna keep me down"

Wrote the above after a barrage of thoughts flowing in when i asked a friend about few things that i have been observing for past few days.. 

Happy or Sad !!!

They say struggles bring out the best in you..
Friends around you support you or not.. you ought to come up with something that can revive life for you.
As i have already mentioned in last few of my blog posts
you cannot expect people to behave to you , the way you want them to..

Sometimes I wonder if i should understand and reconcile with the fact that i need not try too hard to get things in place. They might fall into place themselves given the required time and a little understanding on my part.
Friends around you might think that you have changed and do not behave well .... but so do they for you.
And you find it a real challenge to remain yourself while the word around you is changing fast.
Lifeis really not what happens to you , it is something that you think more about and let it happen. the push button is actually in your hands. You just need to know when to exercise the control correctly.

Right now i am in midst of things figuring out what to do..
Hope to get a way out soon !!!